A Pathetic Newcomer

There she is, going to make her first move on this area. If I were her, I would prepare my life for it. It’s my first, for God sake.

But too bad I was not her. She does not match any of my criteria of being ‘prepared and excited’.

I even quoted Bob Sadino from Kick Andy for her. I feed her one thing, she ask for another one. And then more. And more. And more. I even googled the sources for her and give her the numbers. So am I right or wrong to question her: are you even trying, my dear?

She said, she feels like she’s not trusted because I ask her too many questions. Hell yeah. Does she think I’m a psychic or what. Even lovers need a conversation to understand each other, to know what the other is doing. And when she said that I seem like I don’t trust her, hellow? Are you sure you know what you’re saying? Asshole.

And now I’m having a headache because of her. My husband said, she doesnt worth it. I know. But she will be doing her reporting two days from now, and she’s still in ground zero.

I would really love to say this in front of her face: your high IP doesn’t really define what you can do in this business. And I’m definitely not your mother who is going to save your ass.

But saying that won’t make her reporting going well, right? I will be satisfied, but that’s just it.